I'm leaving...
On October 16th I'll make the big break with life as I currently know it and
move on to new adventures. Where will I go? What will I do? The short answer
is this: I'm starting a new career doing environmental activism and social justice
work. And that means this web-site will disappear. But of course there is more to the story.
Where am I off to?
When I first leave the lovely shores of Lake Michigan, I'll be headed to Missouri
of all places for a three month stint. There I will be joining friends who are
undertaking the exciting (and formidable) task of founding a village which will be a demonstration site for ecological living. They have a lovely
web-site full of details and pictures and updates of their project, and
I recommend that you take a look at
it for find our more information. I'll be involved in a great variety of
projects while working there, from meeting with visitors and giving tours to
helping put finishing touches on the two small homes they just built.
I'll also be involved with doing development work with the Fellowship
for Intentional Community, which has its main offices nearby. I've a strong
interest in improving my not-for-profit development skills as I expect to use
them a lot in the course of my life. I think many people involved in social
justice work feel uneasy about doing fund-raising. Personally, I see it as an
essential part of not only running organizations, but building connections and
legitimizing work that might otherwise be considered a "fringe" concern.
After my three months there, I will return to Evanston and pursue several irons
I have in the fire. Time will tell exactly what will happen at that point. My
beloved partner, Lauren, will remain in Evanston while I am gone to continue
pursuing certification at the Chicago School of Massage Therapy.
Why, pray tell, am I doing this?
Basically, it comes down to this: I believe it is a moral imperative for me
to live my life in a way to make it more in synch with my beliefs and convictions.
One aspect of this is to create a life for myself that causes much less damage
to the environment. Another is to explore and experiment with new ways for people
to achieve a high standard of living without furthering the environmental degradation
that is currently necessary to maintain the average American lifestyle.
I am motivated to a large degree by the awareness of how precious and glorious
our time in this world is. My father died, years ago, quite suddenly at the
age of 47. While I myself intend to live a long life, it's a matter I know I
have minimal control over. I see no point in delaying work that I want to do
and could be doing now.
I am very thankful for having the numerous privileges that I was born into
as a middle-class citizen of the USA. I feel it would be a waste, given the
bounty and privilege of education and economic stability with which I have been
blessed, not to use it for a higher purpose. I also consider myself a committed
patriot to the ideals of the USA. However, I feel that we are a long, long way
from achieving those ideals, and I am committed to the goal of eradicating the
atrocities that are currently part of our nation's work (For example, federal
funding for the School
of the Americas which is, among other things, a training ground for counterinsurgency
forces of Latin America).
And so...
I am hereby embarking on a life-path that will allow me to do the work that
I feel is my calling in life. When I first graduated from college, it was my
intention to get a PhD and become a professor of Sociology. I have no doubt
that I could have accomplished this in good time and made a good life from it.
However, I feel there are enough other people who can do this work, while there
are not enough people doing the work I now embark on. It has been a difficult
decision to leave that much more respected and lauded life course, and sadly
I still expect some people to see this move as a waste of my talents and skills.
C'est la Vie.
I am very excited about where I am headed and what adventures my future may
hold. I hope for strength and perserverence in any difficulties I may face.
If anyone has any concerns or questions about all of this, I would be happy
to discuss it. Since my NU email account will be disappearing, please use the
following for all future correspondance: jacob@ic.org.
Best of luck and goodwill to you,
Jacob Stevens
-- September 1998
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